Only The Lonely

So, I am an adult now. Which means, I have had to make some pretty tough decisions. The biggest, and by far most regretful, has been moving to Georgia. I know this move was supposed to be the beginning of a wonderful life. But honestly, it feels like the end of one. I have lived in a million places over the course of my lifetime (as short as it is). I have seen all kinds of sights and met all kinds of interesting people. But nothing has ever quite felt like home as much as Redding California. I grew there, I learned there, I truly lived... THERE. Now, I feel so empty inside. I get up each day expecting something new something fresh, and as I go to bed each night, I am only reminded of how depressingly dull my life has become. I guess the worst part about this whole thing, is that I am so terribly lonely. I have very little interaction with the outside world. I sit in a great big office, all by myself. Go home and sit in my house, by myself. And even when I'm with someone, I still feel so terribly alone. This loneliness has covered my heart like a plague, it seems nothing can cure it. Coming on to myspace and catching up with people has really been the only speck of light in an otherwise dark world. But sadly, this world is only virtual, and as I turn off my computer *sigh* I am left with only the world I have created for myself. The wonderful world of being alone.